Damn it... Haiz... Stupid blogger is giving me pains... Just type something and its gone the next minute... Haiz...

Anyway, I wanted to say that Yeah... I am done with my comm skills for the time being... Just finish editing and collating the hardwork that all of the group members put in... Yeah... Hopefully I am doing the job well... Yeah...

This is my 1st time collating a project together... Hopefully, I will be doing a good job... Yeah... Just hope that they will not spot too many mistakes in the draft... Yeah...

Sheryl >>> One project temporary down, Few more to go... haiz...

Went to Orchard ION and Ngee Ann City for PORM project... Went to the Louis Vuitton's outlet at both ION and Ngee Ann City... The attitude of the retail staffs there was totally different... The ambience at both outlet is also different too...

ION - The staff was cold towards us... I thought of reasons... It may be because of our attire and we do not look like we are buying anything which is true... They totally ignore our existence beside Hafiz... I think... He took his LV bag there and the staff responds to him... The ambience there was cold... Very cold...

Ngee Ann City - The manager there is kind to us... He answer the questions that we asked him... He also gave his name card to Hafiz... We can contact him if we have any more questions regarding LV... Yeah... I really like his attitude as he did not ignore us despite the outlet had a lot of customers at that time... The ambience there was great...

After which, we went to KFC to finalise some details... Went to cathay to watch paranormal activity... The movie was very draggy.... But I am scared... Just simply hate the part where there were sleeping... Every time the 'ghost' I call it will disturb the female lead... Wah... The sound effects was scaring me... I scolded around 50++ bad words during the movie.... Yeah... Haiz... The rest just looked bored... Haiz... What's wrong with me lah...

Was very niang this afternoon... I wore a dress... Wahahaha... Damn embarrassing... Haiz... But still ok cause I will only wear this once... Thinks that I am really ugly in that attire.... Haiz... Forget it lah...

Sheryl >>> Things got crazy today...

I am a super stalker recently due to the increase in chances of using the computer at night... Yeah...

Learnt that many of my friends recently were unhappy just like me...

1. Boy/Girl Relationships
2. Friendships
3. Kinships
4. Project problems
5. Studies problems
6. Working problems
7. Health problems...

For me, I am involved in major friendship, kinship, projects and studies problem...

Trying my best to solve my studies and projects problems... Doing as much research and reading as I can...

Friendship and kinship's awkwardness due to slight arguement are yet to be solved.... Haiz... I am not trying my best to resolve it... Let things goes the way they wants... That's what I learnt... No point forcing...

Projects... I hate the feeling when I do not know where do I start from??? From the research of the articles to doing the project... What should I research about... What the damn hell analysis can I get from the articles that I found??? Damn lots of questions and no one is there to answer me cause we either blurs or bo chap... Haiz...

Sheryl >>> I need a person to enlighten me in my projects... That's the only thing that I care about right now till the day I change my target... Yeah....

What is the diff between hardworking and lazy...

Who determines the difference hardworking and lazy?

I am not sure...

I just hope that I do not belong neither to the lazy nor the hardworking group...
Being in the lazy group is just not my character for some things...
Being hardworking is not what I choose to be too...
I just wanna be neutral... Neutral is good...
You can fall on either side occassionally and no one blames you...

Yeah...
Being lazy at times to show out the hardworking-ness of others is good too...
Being hardworking at times to motivates others that they can do it too...

Sheryl >>> I just want to remain neutral at times...

Went to school today for Retail Accounting project and Business Statistic lesson yesterday afternoon... Yeah...

Was late for the meeting - around 40mins bah... Haiz... I left my house too late le... Leave at 12.. Reached school at around 1340h... Yeah... Super late... Supposed to meet at 1300h...

Business stats was quite ok... I managed to understand some probabilty thingy... Yeah... Haiz... Got back my test paper... Got 19/25... Haiz... Miss out the last 2 questions which cost me 6 marks... haiz... But at least I got my 3.8% out of the 100% of the bus stats... yeah...

Sheryl >>> Tired... What will happen tomorrow at ION for my project??? Me wearing a skirt.. Wahahaha...

Was doing my Maco project for the 1 hour break yesterday... Damn it... Cindy and me were discussing about the stupid project which we had no idea how to begin with... What the hell lah... We were like discussing our findings and how are we going to write a report on it... Everything seems ... Wahhhhh...

Went to attend training at 6... The training starts at around 6.30 as usual... Not many freshies attend yesterday... I was told to the Acting PT head yesterday... The feeling was bad... Real bad... I do not know what to do yesterday... Keep listening to Harvey about the training... Feels like a Haiz.... Haiz... Phew, Half way through the training, the Acting PT head changed to my senior... Yeah...

Sheryl>>> Dead tired yesterday...

I am confused with all the meanings that I can search online... The definition of concern that I think is that one is truly caring for another's personal well-being and other sort of stuffs...

For now, I am really unsure if my level of concern is far too much for others to bear... Constant nagging and angry for the concerns of others is really bothering me... I hated myself for doing that cause it seems too useless and I know that no ones want another nagging friend when they have one at home for some... I am not sure...

I dislike nagging from my family members too... Even though that I always knew they were right, I just simply refused to admit in front of them... I hated that but I will just denied it somehow... Haiz...

Many things happened during Friday... I was faced once again just like when I am in Sec 4... I think that is really my problem since these two events happened just a year after... Another confrontation that I am afraid of yet I wish to face... Seriously, I think I am really a failure whose intention always being misunderstand... Haiz...

Friday, I got angry over things that I shouldn't be angry about... That is simply non of my business and I still got so worked up on it... What a rubbish thing that I did on Friday... Haiz... Everytime it happen, I will tell myself not to let it occur the next time... But I failed each time... Haiz... I promise that will not happen again... I will pretend that nothing's happen because that is simply not a thing that I can control just by getting angry... Yeah... Gonna do this...

I think I cared too much for my friends which is a bad thing to do... Yeah... That's it... I am not going to be in concern of anything... Other than those who accepts my concern, my projectwork, my results, my future and well-being of my family... Nothing is worth anything anymore...

Phew... Everything got better after I receive a call from Xin Hui... Haha... Met her for dinner at AMK opp Mac for dinner... Talk about the things that happened during the days in school... haha... We both notice that we changed a lot as compared to Sec 4 that time... Haha... During the meeting, Tony, WeeYang and some others in Secondary school friends came in to disturb Xin Hui... Haha... So funny when they were eating Hui's fries... Haha... What a great memory to keep...

Hui gives me lots of advice which I needed... Haha... I sort of encouraged her to strive even harder and told her to tell her sis... Yeah... What a good dinner... Completely changes my mood that day... Yeah...

A huge quarrel and almost a fight happened on saturday again... Haiz... Due to my moodswing, I simply scolded my bro for a minor mistake... Another, just came back from gym heard my scream and came to scold me... Confiscated the card of the set-top box made me really angry... Shouted at him and say out things that are kept in my heart for a long time in an awful manner... Must have hurt their feelings but I refuse to apologise... Things just got worse...

I do not know what happen to me that day that makes me want to mention the things... I said alot of spitful things that made them feel worse... However, those are the feelings that I have kept in my heart for long and those are just some percentage of all... Haiz... Communication are really important among families, I think, or feelings will get worse between each member just like me... I do not know what to do and what I should or can do... Just let things be or time can heal all wounds... Haha... I think that is crap as there will always be a scar after each time...

Sheryl >>> What a crap temper I had that causes many around me to suffer... Will not let these happen again... Trying hard to contain my temper... Haiz...

Latest news updates...

A news paper article online tells me a shocking news - A teacher dating a students... Wah...

That is seriously unethical for a teacher to do... What a disgrace to the school, the victims and himself... Haiz... Wonder what has the world comes to...

The link - http://a1preview.asia1.com.sg:90/vgn-ext-templating/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=866d9af541a15210VgnVCM100000430a0a0aRCRD&vgnextchannel=2f695ef5d34d4110VgnVCM100000bd0a0a0aRCRD

Sheryl >>> Haiz... What a disgrace...

Updates... Erm...

Went to CCA yesterday... Maybe because it was raining, the whole training session was quite sian... Yeah...

Going to ride on Wednesday... Hope everything does not delay or I will need to wear wet clothes to the lecture hall... Yeah.. Haiz...

Sheryl >>> Confused mind...

A damn super tired day... Even though I did not do much... Hehe...

As I mentioned on the last post, I stayed overnight at Jie Ying's house... Woke up at around 7.40a.m when we are supposed to leave at 8am... Anyway, the result was we were late for business stats lecture... Wah...

We brought all the cookies that we bake last night to school... Damn Lang Bei... Haiz...

The lesson today seems a bit rush and I am not in the mood to listen to the lecture or even concentrate on what the teacher is teaching... I am sorry but yeah... Really not in the mood...

I was hungry during the lecture, wanting to go to CHEERS to buy chicken abalone instant noodles... Haiz... Den, during comm skills, I am restless as CCN is gonna start... Curious to know what will happen but too tired to think... Yeah...

Finally, CCN has officially started... The situation was a total pasar malam kind... Lelong here, Lelong there... Wah... The crowd around the school was unbelievable... Haha... At least that is what I thought... Yeah...

Didn't really sold our cookies to other... Was mainly bought by classmates... Yeah... 5 packets, I wanna reserved... 10 packets for my friends who called... Wahahaha... Eventually, it was bought by the classmates... haha...

The cookies was real nice but I am scared of them now... Too scared to eat... Hehe... Cause I ate quite a lot during the baking and the "trial" cookies that the other groups provide us with... Haha...

Left early cause I need to go collect my ring and bracelet... Hehe... Spend another $24.50 today... Yeah... Haha... Saw the product... It is really of good quality...

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Sheryl >>> Tired but fun day...

Currently, I am at Jie Ying's house using Jie Ying's Laptop... Wahahaha...

Went to Jie Ying house to bake cookies yesterday... Quite a fun experience...

I dun like to cook, bake, and blah blah blah... I will rather spend some money to buy them rather than cooking on my own... But that was a fun experience so it is worth it...

Sheryl >>> Baking cookies is fun with friends... Wahahaha

History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 1



History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 2



History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 3



History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 4



History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 5



History in Jap. Vol 4 - Part 6



All the six parts of History in Jap. Vol 4 of Tohoshinki... Yeah...



Wah... Saw this on Youtube just now... Reminds me of why they are my 1st idol group which I love the most...

Sheryl >>> Always keep the faith...

Wahaha... Finally, it's friday...

Something makes me laugh on the bus to school... One of my friend, Mr Tan, message me in the morning asking me if I am taking exams... I told him Yes... And he told me Jia You... haha... That's really funny when I left 1 more paper to go... haha... Good job, Mr Tan... Hehe...

Went to collect my ring today... Wahaha... But the sad thing is that the ring size does not really suit me... haiz... But it is still ok... Cause I simply love the ring... Haha...

Should be going work tomorrow... Haha... I am not sure...

Sheryl >>> Quite an OK day... Hehehe

Saw the news about them these days... So depressing for me...

Always keep the faith... That's what all TVXQ! fans - Cassiopeian says and thinks...

Reports have been coming out about

• how SME accused the 3 members - JaeJoong, Junsu and Yoochun...
• how the other 2 members - Yunho and Changmin drew a line between the group...
• how the 3 members are able to join in TVXQ! activites temporary when they are part of the group...
• how SME is distributing the income to the members...

I am not sure which is the truth... I just hope that they will not disband... I think this wish is all the 800,000+++ Cassiopeian are hoping for now...

Sheryl >>> Keeping the faith... 5 members = TVXQ! ... Without one, that will not be TVXQ! anymore...

What did I do during the last few weeks???

Exams... Busy taking exams like nobody's business... Haiz... Using too much of my brain cells... Haha... Wonder what is the results now??? The feeling is just like last year when I am waiting for the results that will affect my future... But the difference now is that that results will no longer affect my future... Just a confirmation of my ability... I think...

Went back to school to attend tutorial... Miss 1 tutorial and lecture for each subject during the exam weeks... So damn it... Had to catch up with all the things that I missed... Haiz... Damn tired... Had to understand the subjects myself before asking questions... Haiz... Gonna work hard to prevent my grades to drop.... Haiz...

Cannot online too much... Bro is back... Gonna use the com to update my work, logging on to TP website and maybe some blog-shopping... Hehe... Unable to use the com soon... Project work are coming and stress me up... Gonna get at least 3.7 this sem... 3.4 is really not a grade that I want... Gonna enforce some discipline in my daily life... Haiz...

Went to attend the Intro to Psychology tutorial today... Haha... Damn funny lah... At first, I thought that my project group will be Haiz... Hehe... But in the end, they were fun... 2 gals including me and 2 other guys... Wahaha... The guys are really damn funny... Haha... Crack a few BHB jokes... Had to do a skit today in class... The contents were damn funny... Haha... Quite an enjoyable tutorial today... Haha... Love the group now... haha...

Wondering what is the life of my seconday school friends... Was thinking of them during break today... Almost a year that I did not meet Janice and Qinglin... Almost half a year bah, I did not meet up with 4J friends... Haiz... Was thinking about the others, Han/Ting/Jun/Fan/Min... Wonder how they are now??? Feelings were very complicated when I think of them... Haiz... Just can't explain them in words... Complex feelings... Haiz...

Sheryl >>> Things happened these days, wonder how I managed to cope with them...

Haiz... Feeling so tired today...

Leave home at 7a.m, reach home at 9p.m... Good job... Spend half a day n more outside... In TP... Wah...

Have a total of 3hours break today... Things are going crazy...

I have spend a total of $67.90 up-to-date.... Haiz...

Bought a ring or rather 2, banc watch... Cost me a total of $67.90

Going to spend even more... But not now yet... Still considering...

Sheryl >>> Tired... Dying soon??? Maybe???

For the past few weeks since school reopens, I have had been studying... God damn it...

I was preparing for some exams that I applied for at the beginning of the year... yeah... Tired... That is what I think...

I cannot use the computer as often as I want since my bro is coming back from the army.... ORD soon... yeah...

Tired... Saw the work that I need to do for last week... I am confused... No lecture for me to catch up... Need to absorb from both side... Haiz...

Sheryl >>> This blog is dead... Just like the guest says...

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