Blogging time
7/30/2009 09:26:00 PM•Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wahaha... Long time no come le...
What happen yesterday???
I went to wakeboard after my microecons lecture... Haiz... Not really listening to the lecture cause I am distracted by 13 handsome and talented guys - Super Junior... Haha... Anyway, I went to the dock after the lecture... Things aren't great for the 1st ride.... I can't even stand and keep drinking the water in Bedok Reservoir.... Phew, everything was quite ok for the 2nd time.... hehe... I manage to stand and ride for quite sometime, at least long enough for my body to ache... Yeah... Of course, I did fall for the 2nd time... But not as bad as the 1st... Yeah... Things was quite ok for that... At least that is what I think...
What happen in this week??
PROJECTS, PROJECTS, AND PROJECTS... Even though there is only 3 projects left, we had to rush them... haiz... We were all rushing projects... CSA, MICROECONS AND MARKETING FUNDS... Haiz... Phew... 2morrow is the due date... Need not worry anymore... Things are going to be fine after 2morrow... Going to touch up a bit on my projects 2day... Hehe
What is my Mood now??
Moodless... I can't think of anything now... Just feeling real tired... But too bad, I need to watch Music Bank from 11.20 to 12.30.am... Haha... Not going to sleep??? Nah... Watching the show is more important...
OMG!! I think I have spilt personality.... Questioning and answering myself... haha...
Haiz... I am real tired...
Anyway, should I buy All About TVXQ! Season 3 - $90... Haiz... Should I???
Sheryl >>> Anyone that passes by my blog and managed to read this post, please give me a comment on it... Be it in the chatbox or comment on my post... Yeah..
Depressed
7/22/2009 01:23:00 AM•Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Today is a very depressing day for me.. I screwed up the Principle of Management Presentation, my job and every other little details that happened today...
Haiz... I reached school at around 9a.m today... Haiz... I went to the stadium to prepare for my presentation... In the end, I kept stuttering during my presentation causing a lack of time for the rest of the group members behind me... I am so sorry about that... Even though I know that sorry will not cure anything that had happened before... Haiz... I am more guilty when they did not blame me for my mistake... I am really sorry about that and is very thankful towards them... I AM SORRY... I didn't mean it... Yeah... Haiz....
I went to RTC for my job later during the late afternoon... I was tired... I was partnered with my partner... The MR partner is a good guy... He helps me alot during the two partnership that we had... Thanks to him, I am able to escape many disasters... Yeah... Anyway, I had dragged him down due to the slow speed that I have during serving and collecting of the plates... I am really sorry... And again, I know that sorry does not cure anything... Yeah... We served doctors for the dinner... They are really doctors who attend to patients... Yeah... Haiz... As they are doctors, the name scares me... Doctors are like ... , and I am like ... !!! I feel super weird serving them... I am scared that the hygiene was not up to their expectations... And of course, in the end, the whole hygiene is bad...
Haiz... I was scolded, or rather being said by my captain for my poor performance... Haiz... I acknowledged that.. Haiz... Sometimes, I will wonder if this job really suits me... I feel like quiting sometimes... However, thinking about the money to ride for my wet training, everything that I have done is worth the price... Yeah... That is my only force that is keeping me away of saying " I QUIT " that easily... Haiz...
Anyway, thanks to my partner, everything did not go to the worst... Ya... Ohya, my captain helps us in the portioning of food too... Thanks... Without both of them, I think I will be super lost of what I should do or not do... Yeah... I need instructions that I can follow when I do not understand or familiarise with the environment... I feel weird going to work and feel weird after work... It seems like the one who is inside RTC doing her job is not me...
Things are bad for me these days... 1st, H1N1 that delays the team wakeboard and my class - 1R04 lessons.... 2nd, my bag which I bought online and used for less than 3 months was spoilt yesterday... 3rd, I screwed up the presentation of my POM, affecting the whole groups' marks... 4th, I screwed up during my work just now...
Haiz... Things are bad for me nowadays... I fear of facing a brand new day as I do not know what awaits for me to challenge ahead, barriers for me to cross and other words that are shooting out of others' mouth... I think that I have super low self-confidence... Feels that my character has changed a lot... Is it due to maturity or other factors that are affecting psychologically??? I do not know the answer...
Feel like crying out, shouting out all my frustrations and helplessness... I do not like the way that I behave nowadays and the way I speak these days... Vulgarities are shooting out of my mouth like nobody's businesses... The way I behave in front of my friends and classmates, are they real or just faking them out??? I do not know...
What I know is that things have changed and I have changed too... But is it a good or a bad thing for me to change??? Emoing is not my usual style... I used to be a very happy person... What changed me? I do not know... Things are just getting weirder and weirder by each day... Am I dying soon??? I do not know... No one can predict the future but one may create the future...
Sheryl >>> Hopefully that I will be the one who creates my own future and my future is filled with happiness... Yeah... That is just my simple wish... Haiz...
H1N1 positive - 3rd day
7/10/2009 01:08:00 PM•Friday, July 10, 2009
Arh... The computer does not like me... I cannot post... Argh.. Anyway, I am going to re-write again... So sad lah
10/07/09, Friday... Today is the 3rd day after the hospital called... I am an H1N1 patient... This feeling is so strange... Even though this influenza A is not as death threatening as SARS, I am still afraid that I will spread the virus to the people around me... Haiz...
I feel so proud of the medical officers... They are so brave... They need to take care of so many confirmed and suspected cases... When I went to Changi General Hospital, they were wearing masks and all those kind of strange clothings... Haha... But they show no fear to attend to us... They are so li hai... Haha...
I am so bored at home even though I have plenty of projects to rush at home... Haha... I do not know if this 7 days are considered as a rest for me or another holiday to rush my projects... Yeah...
I am really sorry to all my friends... I have lian lei them to be quarantine at home too... So sorry... I made you gals and guys to stay at home, missing lots of lessons and time with friends... I am really sorry... Haiz... So depressing...
Sheryl >>> Hope that the virus will not spread to my family and friends... Yeah...
H1N1 positive
7/08/2009 08:50:00 PM•Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Haiz... Today is the second day after the confirmation. From 07/07/09, 11p.m to now, 8.51p.m.. It is nearly 24hours le... Haiz...
Let me write what I went through yesterday... It is going to be a memory... A great one, maybe... I am not sure...
I went to school yesterday, feeling unwell... I thought that it was just a normal flu symptom that I always have since I was a kid... I was stopped at the temperature control station. The person in-charge says that I have a fever, advicing me to see a doctor and apply for LOA.. Ya...
I went to polyclinic for a check-up... The doctor advice me to go to the hospital for a throat swab and blood test.. Den the doctor send for an ambulance... I was sent to Changi General Hospital for the tests...
I did a throat swab but no blood test... Yeah...
What can I say... Things are like so strange for me now... I almost harm JOYJ when I ask her to accompany me to the clinic... Haiz... Phew, she is ok... Or I will be damn guilty... Haiz...
I also sabotage my whole class to be quarantine, LOA from school... Ya... So sorry about that... I also sabotage my wakeboard teammates... Haiz... I am such a jinx... Haiz...
Sheryl >>> I am sorry...
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7/01/2009 03:49:00 PM•Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Hehe.... Blogging time....
Many things happened during the past few days...
- Wakeboard competition participated by the seniors have good results... Haha... So proud of them lah... Haiz... Wonder when will it be my turn...??? Congrates Wakeboard Team!!!
- Work at RTC was a bad memory for me... I keep on screwing up my job and had to let my partner help me... So sad lah... My confidence level dropped beyond anything...
- H1N1 case happened to someone I know of... But phew, nothing happen to me yet... Jia You, My friend... You will be able to cross our the barrier... Hehe... We will be waiting for you back in school to join us... Reassured, we will help you take down important notes... Haha... Recover well!!!
- Had a new computer bought by my brother... Spend nearly a thousand bucks for 1 CPU... Haha... My generous brother... Yeah... Did it all because of me... - stupid projects that needed to complete... Haiz... Long Live Brother!!!
-Playing facebook whenever I am free... Keep on playing new games and try to break some records... But too bad, no records has been broken by me... Yeah...
- Had to stay at home, Leave Of Absence - LOA, for today and tommorrow... Too bad... Projects have to be rushed out... Haiz... Jia You bah...
Sheryl >>> Haiz.. What a sad life I am leading now... No goals, No nothing...
