Wahaha... Today, damn happy in school...

Talk quite a lot lah... Not so awkward with Jie Ying liao... Eat in school... Like the Japanese food... Cause is seaweed chicken... haha...

I think that the prayer in the temple is really accurate... Cause I did make a few more friends, or rather becoming more shou...

Laugh quite a lot today and crack some really lame jokes around... I can't stand the joke myself too... The tutorials today are quite ok lah... Not so bad to the extend that it is boring...

Just that the retail accounting can be quite boring sometimes when the Mr Dominic Seah was going through the importance of the exams date and projects percentage... Yeah...

Other than that, the day was quite enjoyable... Went to UNIQLO with JOYJ just now... Wanted to buy a specs at $19.90 but in the end, I did not buy... But nevertheless, the day was still great ...

Slept on bus and my kou shui flow out...

Sheryl >>> Happy day today, and hopefully for the rest of the year... Haha

Today, 5th day of schooling.. Time passes quite fast for today... 2 lectures only... Starts @ 9a.m, end @ 1p.m..

What happen today? Tired... Slept too late yesterday night.. Really tired this morning... Slept on bus just now when I am on the way back...

Tomorrow will be the start of tutorials... Really scared about what will happen tomorrow... Lalala...

Dun think too much... Things will get better tomorrow...

Lalalala!!!

Sheryl >>> Really sleepy now...

4th day of school...

Morning - Reached school too early.. Haiz...
- Start a lecture of marketing fundementals by my course managers, Geoffrey Da Silva
- The lecture was still Ok... Just that I drank my whole bottle of 500ml of plain water at the start of lecture... It almost make my bladder burst when the lecture is going to be finish in 15mins time...

Afternoon - Lunch time... Did not eat.. Watch Jie Ying and the others eat their food... Do not have the appetite...
- Lecture of the Principles of Management... Actually, the lecture is not very boring.. Maybe, just because of the lecturer said that 'if we want to sleep, sleep quietly', I had the urged of falling asleep... Haiz... Phew!!! The lecture notes need to be fill up, that's the only thing that keeps me awake...

Sheryl >>> Tired of myself...

These are what I thought in School today... Wrote on Handphone cause no internet access and computer...

Getting crazy liao... My lesson starts at 11a.m... I reached school at 10.20a.m... What a stupid fool I am... Haiz... Feel like I am worst than a pig now... Wonders what will happen later in lectures? Hope that it is fun... No friends, no company, nothing seems to go right in my poly life... Things aren't what I expected in the beginning... Haiz...

I reach school like 10mins ago... Damn early lah... Feel like shit now... Feeling lost in school now... Waiting for Jie Ying now at the 'mushroom'... That's what the TP students call the place...

haha... What an emo morning...

Things are getting crazy now... Just finish looking at some of my friends or rather that I still hope that we have that relationship named 'friends'...

Things are getting more matured between them... Their thoughts and all that... Feels a sense of immature in me even though I kept trying to convince others that I am mature... Haiz... Things really change as one grows? I do not know yet... I haven realised that change in me. Perhaps, someone I met in my life will tell me one day that I changed for the better or the worst...

Complicated relationships between male and females, females and females, males and males... Wonder how each and everyone resolves the relationships? In a serious talk or no one bothers to talk about it... Just let the things happens by itself... I do not know...

Feeling so down now... Nothing that I saw seems to have a positive side/feelings in them... Wonder if my life at the present belongs to the negative side, or it is already in the negative side 4 years ago, 3 years ago, 2 years ago, 1year ago...

Seriously, I think I lost the meaning of living in this world now... Nothing seems to be holding me back... Of course, other than the family love that I hope to feel one day is the only thing I survive now... And the friendship that I really treasure with JOYJ, Qinglin and Janice... They are the only source of strength that I can find to continue living in this world...

Wonder what will my funeral be like in the future? Will there be lots of people coming to mourn for me or gloat at my death??? Will there be some who do not bother to know if I am still alive or dead? Will there be anyone crying for me? I sincerely hope that there is at least 1...

I will really appreciate that... I just hope that someone will attend my funeral at least... Of course, on the positive side, my family members will be there to organise my funeral... Just hope that they will not be too sad for my death... Or will they?

I do not know... I am really confused with my feelings now... I do not know what I want in my life... Perhaps a good diploma, O'level results and a degree in my future... Or will I live to complete all those???

I need a place to cry... A place that no one will be bothered even if I cry loudly... I do not like to sob quietly even though some occasions had trained me for that... I need a shoulder to cry on... A really good person, my family or my friends, who do not mind his or her sleeves to be wet and have time for my crying and shouting...

Sheryl >>> I shall end here in case I gets too emo... That will be bad in my case... Off to bed now...

3rd day of school... Go for RMT orientation... Wah... From 1-5p.m...

Start with an address by our course manager - Geoffery da Silva... Followed by our business deputy director - Dr. ... (forget his name liao)

Got some games... Memory colour game, the entangled with hands 1 (dunno what is the name lah) and a quiz about RMT...

Anyway, my group got 1st... I wondered how we got in... We didn't really did well in the memory game and the quiz.... But we got 1st for the entangled game... MY GROUP IS GROUP 2...

Went out with JOYJ today at tampines 1, tampines mall and hougang mall... Haha... Talk quite a lot, maybe cause we no talk a lot during class... Haiz...

Really scared that I no friends in my class.. Or rather, no close friends in my class... Wah.. Really scared that I will be a loner for the rest of the year...

Hope that things will get better in the future...

Sheryl >>> Hope that things will get better in the future...

Haha... Today, I only got a lecture on MicroEcons at 3p.m...

However, I had to leave home at 12.45p.m for the bus... The ride normally takes me 2hrs to reach school.. Quite a long journey... Haiz...

No company on the bus, in school... Just feel very awkward with my new classmates... Seems to have no topic to talk about.. Feels like a mute or a 'special' kid in school... Haiz... Never spoke so little throughout my 10 years of education in school... Haiz...

My timetable clashes with JOYJ... No meeting at morning to go to school together.. Except on Monday and Wednesday... No after school meeting to go home except for tuesday... Haiz...

Things are geting weirder and weirder... Gonna be ZI BI ZHEN ER TONG... Haiz...

Today's lecture is still Ok lah... Quite fun actually...

Tomorrow, going to school for a 'party' or orientation... Haha... From 1-5p.m... Haiz... Wonder what are we going to do tomorrow... Hopes that it is fun... Haiz...

Long time no update liao...

Went to Temasek Poly to study le... Just went for the freshman orientation last Thursday and Friday... The 1st day was BORING... Why? Cause we do not know each other that well, no subjects to talk about... The feeling was awkward... Haha... After the 1st day, I was thinking if I want to go for the second day... Phew... I was glad that I went... Friday was fun... A lot more fun than the 1st day...

I was in business school... I was proud to be in that school cause we won quite a few trophies for the orientation... All thanks to the juniors and seniors for guiding/making us high... Haha... It was just a pity that JOYJ did not go attend the second day due to the parade in AMK sec...

Today, just went for the 1st few lectures... Had my accounting and computer lectures... Both subjects do not seems difficult for me now... But we'll see... Haha... I bought my acounts textbook which costs me $47.50... Wahaha... Too ex sia...

I think my wallet is going to shrink... Yeah...

Hope that I will be able to update my blog soon... IF i am able to use the com...

*I do not have school tomorrow... Wahaha...

Wah.. Today... Nothing special happen...

Just that my brother wake me up "early in the morning" (10a.m), just to open the door for him... He didn't bring his key back home, so he need to use my key to open the door for him... Anyway, that really ruin my sleep...

Ohya... I dreamt about something really special yesterday night... Actually, it is consider a terrible dream...

I dreamt about taking the O'levels Add maths in my bedroom... Mrs Ess is my examiner, supposed to supervise me... However for some reasons, we started talking... I remember looking at the clock in my bedroom which was 9.45 at that moment... I am supposed to stop writing at 10.00a.m... Out of nowhere, there came a teacher to collect my paper... The questions were funny too - all multiple choice.. I was really shocked when the teacher came... I asked her why is she collecting my paper so early... She replied me that the clock at my bedroom is 15mins slower... WTH lah...

Anyway, the next scene happens at MF bus stop... I sat there and started crying... Out of nowhere, JOYJ appeared.. She started to tell me that it was okay... I shouted at her that it is the 2nd time I took the paper and I am going to fail again... Anyway, she just console me lah...

Next scene, it jumped to the carpark behind my block... A headless man was running all around, chasing me... WTH... That headless man told me that he is able to take off his head when he wants to avoid his creditor... WTH... I started chatting with the headless man... He showed me "his skills of taking his head off his neck"... WTH...

Then, I woke up by my brother to open the door for him...

WTH.. I think this is my most .... dream... Haha... I just dun like the part that I failed my Add maths again and that I met the headless man... Is really damn it lah...

Anyway, things are going haywire in my brain... haha... Maybe that dream is hinting me that I am dying soon...

Hah... Long Time No Blog liao...

What I've been doing for the past few days? Let me think...

-Went back to Malaysia for 扫墓.. Visited my Grandpa, Great Grandma, 5th uncle, Great Grand uncle... Help them to clean their 'home'... Yeah

-Was ban from using computer by my brother... Cause I watched too much online shows...

-Read the whole series of Harry Potter.. Sad right, Now then finish the books.. Anyway, I am re-reading now... Just like the way that she wrote the book...

-Studying Maths... Re-taking my O'level.... Haiz...

-Watching T.V programmes as usual...

-Got my albums... The Secret Code - TVXQ! 4 Jap album

Wahaha/// Doesn't seems a lot of what I am doing now.. Wahaha... Anyway, these are all I've done...

Recently, I really like these songs...

1. F.T Island - Bad women
2. Super Junior - Sorry Sorry
3. Tae Goon - Call me
4. SHINee - Stand by me

Wahaha.... I haven got the time and place to listen to my new albums... That's why there isn't anyone from TVXQ!/// Yeah... Going to have a place to listen cause my brother went for the NS chalet... Haha...

Hope that I will get to comment the songs on my entry the next time... Wahaha...

Sheryl Chua...
23/08, 7teen
Temasek Poly
Retail management
Wakeboarder???

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♥ 시아준수 • Xiah
♥ 믹키유천 • Micky
♥ 영웅재중 • Hero
♥ 최강창민 • Max
♥ 유노윤호 • U-know

♥ Super Junior
♥ Big Bang
♥ Ft Island



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♥ To have a lasting friendship with JOYJ
♥ To have a lasting friendship with Janice & Qinglin
♥ To have a lasting friendship with NP4
♥ To have a cool outing with friends...



♥ To watch a concert of TVXQ! live
♥ To learn Han-guel as soon as possible
♥ To learn Jap soon after I master han-guel
♥ To have a full set of all TVXQ! album
♥ To be able to shop without worries of $$$
♥ To be able to get TVXQ! signature
♥ To be able to fly to Korea or Japan to attend their fan meetings
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