Mood: Frustrated...

Buay Ta Han... aRhhh... My com is super lack... I cannot do a lot of stuffs at a go... Simply wasting my time waiting for it to load... Haiz...

Life without connection is simply torturing me... Arhh... How can I not contact myself with the outside world a day.. Going mad soon....

Staying at home a few weeks le... No goals, Nothing for me to do, No achievements... Nothing... Even my brains cells are going to stop reproducing... Nothing for me to think about... Haiz.. Life now for me is just wasting time... Really hope that when school reopens, things will change...

Dun even know what am I typing now.. Die le lah.. Going to checkup on Monday... What if the report shows that I have some cancerous cells in my body... haiz.. I think I must go find a lawyer to li yi zu le...

DiDi >>> Haiz...

Mood : Disappointed...

Really had a bad day today... Things seems to go wrong inside my brain... Had an awful morning for me as many sms are coming in... Arhh... Even though that should be the time whereby normal people woke up, I am still dead sleeping... That's Ok..

However, in the afternoon, I quarrelled with my mom... She keeps harping on the issue of my poor results... She keeps on saying that I am rotting at home (that's true) and keep on emphasizing that I am spending her money... What the hell lah... I did not spend your money for about 2 months ...

Now that I am going to TP, I need a sum of money to pay my school fees... She keeps on harping that I am wasting her money or as good as throw the money into the sea by paying my school fees... What the hell lah... If I am really wasting your money, then why bother to give birth to me at the beginning... I bet that she must be feeling really regret for giving birth to a useless daughter...

Perhaps, I am not even her daughter... I am just a child that they saw in the streets and had to keep me out of no choice... I really suspect that if I am their daughter... Anyway, I am going for health checkup at a later date... I will know by then if I am their daughter by the blood type of mine... Even though that is not accurate as DNA, but at least prove a portion of it bah...

I am not going to care about the science part that there is a possibilty that I may have a different blood type compared to them.. ya... That is the conclusion that I have made today... Really hate the way I am now...

The hatred for her is growing day by day and year by year..... From a few years back that I once swore that I will not bother and take care of her when she is old, I started that hatred of her... It seems like we don't click and that we were just making use of each other...

She needs someone to pin-point on everyday and I need someone to support me financially till I have the financial abilty... She needs to show to others that she is not biased and that I need to show to others that 'she is a good mom' in order to keep things growing... I seriously think that I am nothing compared to my brothers and the beloved $$$ that she loves the most...

Others may see that I am unfillal... But I think that I am only voicing out the inner feelings of my heart to her... That is exactly what I feel, every sentence that I am typing now or saying just now were coming from the bottom of my heart... Even though that may seems hurtful to others, but who knows exactly how hurt am I when she did all those awful things and said all those awful words to me...

Sheryl >>> Maybe these are the words that I do not mean in the future.. But who knows, maybe these are really from the bottom of my heart all along...

Mood : Calm

Opps, just realise that Mr Shoo's birthday is coming... I am so sorry, Mr Shoo... I didn't mean to forget about your birthday.. Sorry...

But to be honest, I did not make an effort to remember your birthday... I am sorry...

However, Mr Shoo is really a great teacher... He did so much for our class and spends so much effort in teaching... It is a waste that Mayflower Secondary School lets such a great talent to go... Many students will have no chance to be teach by such a great teacher...

Haiz... Great teachers are hard to come... Haiz...

Sheryl>>> Talent wasted in the teaching field, But talent grows in the current 1... Sorry, I dunno what it means too... Just come to my mind, and I wrote in down...

Mood: Vexed

I am going online, writting these Ideas using my Phone connection... My phone bill gonna shoot up real high this month... I am really deadmeat... However, I am not gonna care... Anyway, I am paying the bill this month myself... haha..

Sort of good mood now cause I had taken my purchase in the afternoon... 2 pairs of earrings and a necklace from community.livejournal.com/ackko... 1 black cardigan from ekoreashopping.webs.com.. haha.. But just that that cardigan is really a sweater in Singapore... It is simply too thick to use as a cardigan here... Ya.. Nevertheless, I did not regret in buying the things online... At least, I am better in searching the items I want online now... haha...

Sort of Bad mood too... Cause I just realise that having a good results really matters a lot in one's heart... Having a bad result or less great than others will put one in a bad situation... Others will keep on empahsizing how bad your results are.. making the worse out of you... Just got the package from Temasak Polytechnics... Realised that there are a lot of documents that I need to submit to the school... Quite vexed about it... Had a 'discussion' with my family about the school fees at the beginning, but soon they doubt my abilty to read the document about the tuition grant thingy... I got angry and in the end, quarrel with my family... They simply did not read the documents carefully and started blaming me for spouting nonsense...What the hell lah... Phew, in the end, I was right about the tuition grant thingy... But no one speaks a 'sorry' to me... Haiz... I think they just want to save their face bah...

I realised that my parents were really biased towards my brothers... Especially my mom... She is simply unreasonable... She keeps putting me in the wrong and my brothers in the right.. Even though sometimes, it is not the case, she did not care.... She does not spare a thought about my feelings and keep on pin-pointing on me... Hope that I am thinking too much...Haiz...

Just feel that she does not like me at all... Whatever I requested for is simply a waste of money...Even if I am using my own money... She does not care, as long as she goes oppose me, she is happy... Therefore, since she likes to quarrel with me that much, I will continue to quarrel with her everyday... ya...

Haiz.. Life is so ...

Sheryl >>> Haiz...

Mood : Regretful

Wah... I am deadmeat... Spend a lot of $$$ during the past few days...

Things are getting worse... I bought a clock which has TVXQ! pictures on it... and it cost me $29.90... OMG... I regreted immediately when I reached home... God damn it... WHY would I bought that ... Damn it...

I spent approximately $80.00 that day... Whao... Haizzzzzzzz.... Saw the price of the laptop at Jurong Point... It needs around $2000+++... I think I am really deadmeat... Cannot find any job... Wah...

Going to spend another $50 on sunday... Will be watching Breakout... HAiz... But for this, I hope that I will not regret spending $$$ to watch it... Hope that it will be a great musical... Haha...

Dead... Should have listen to JOYJ to stop buying the stuffs... Too bad for the personality of me... Haiz... Things are getting worse with a POSB card... Got to stop spending... Haiz... NO Income, Got spending...

Sheryl >>> Having a POSB card = death route for me...

Went to 2nd aunt house yesterday... Saw a newly bought Hp by my cousin...

The functions are like Samsung Omnia but I just found out that I may not find themes available for it.. So still considering... Haiz...

Going to find a job soon to pay back the $$$ that I have spend... Just afraid that I do not have enough to spend on my laptop... Going to find a job earnestly starting from tomorrow... Ya...

Haiz... Jia You bah...

Oh ya... I just spend another $25.00 on a cardigan... It was pretty nice... Simply love it... Haha...

Sheryl >>> Earn $$$ to spend $$$

Isn't he cute... Kim Kibum from Super Junior... ^.^
He simply got the charm when he smiles... #.#
Love it when he is serious too... ^.^

Almighty Key
Has a microphone
Height - 177cm
Omma of Taemin..

Choi Minho

Charismatic Flame Minho
Tallest among the boys - 181cm
With handsome looks and charm

Kim Jonghyun

Bling Bling Jonghyun
Quite emotional and shy
Cool appearence
Shortest of the group T.T - 173cm
Daddy of Magnae Taemin

Lee Taemin

Handy Boy/ Magnae Taemin
Youngest in the group
Son of Omma Key
Best dancer in the group
Height - 175

Haha... That is a brief introduction of the members of Shinee... Haha... Super Junior too... Yap.. Want to know more about them, just search them online... Many forums and blogs will be happy to introduce them to you guys... Haha...

However, my Idols will always be TVXQ!.. No one is possible to take their place in the coming 5 years... haha... Even though that may be a little short, but who know what will happen in the future... Just love TVXQ! now.. Haha...

Sheryl >>> Aza Aza Hwaiting... TVXQ! fighting.... Suju fighting... Shinee fighting...

Mood : Tired

I slept today at around 4.30a.m... Haha... Woke up at around 12.30p.m... Cool right...

Looking forward to the 'Breakout' that I will be watching with some of my friends on 15 Feb, 3p.m... Haha...

Sheryl >>> Tired... That is the only word I know nowadays...

Mood: Remorse

I am deadmeat... I spend a lot of money these days... Got to find a job soon

1. Boat-necked stripe T-shirt (black)- re-ordered
2. Argyle Check Pattern Shirt Layer (pink) - delayed
3. Mirotic Version A w/poster+sticker - Arrived
4. Ver C (clean Ver) - Ordered
5. FW08_1613 - White, size M
6. Fan Made verite (limited stocks) - Junsu - in stock

I spend a lot of money on these things... I think I have spend around $500.00 on them... I think I am going to die soon... Dying without $$$...

Sheryl >>> Got to find a job soon

Mood : ...

Just received a message from my friend... The 1 who sms the wrong person...

她很内疚for sending the wrong message which results that I did not go for the gathering... That is pretty guilty of her to cause me of not going...

However, for me, 事情已经过了. Therefore, I did not think too much of it... Ya... Please dun care too much about it too... That will make me feel more awkward for saying it out to you... And we will feel all 怪怪 one... Ya...

Sheryl >>> 误会是要解决的, 不然心理那根刺都会在那里!!!




Mood : 自责

I made an order for somethings online... However, I forget to take the transaction receipt... I am dead meat... If I can't take the order or refund, then my $100.00 will be gone... Haiz... So careless of me... I am really hoping that my transaction or ordering form will be accepted... Ya... Dead meat...

Sheryl >>> 希望明天会更好

Mood: Fun

Yesterday, I went to attend the BBQ organised by Weeyang... Held at his condo near Bishan park... It was fun... Met a long of classmates which had not contact for around 2 or 3 weeks after taking the results...

Played a lot of games... It was fun.. Too bad, I do not know how to describe them... Haha... I think it will be enough just to be kept inside my memories.. Haha...

Had cold yesterday before the BBQ... Worsen after the BBQ.... Sick... Dying soon...

Sheryl >>> Dying soon... But worth it though

Sheryl Chua...
23/08, 7teen
Temasek Poly
Retail management
Wakeboarder???

Crazy Love

♥ 시아준수 • Xiah
♥ 믹키유천 • Micky
♥ 영웅재중 • Hero
♥ 최강창민 • Max
♥ 유노윤호 • U-know

♥ Super Junior
♥ Big Bang
♥ Ft Island



X.X Those who backstabbed
X.X Those who speak without any content of truth



♥ To have a lasting friendship with JOYJ
♥ To have a lasting friendship with Janice & Qinglin
♥ To have a lasting friendship with NP4
♥ To have a cool outing with friends...



♥ To watch a concert of TVXQ! live
♥ To learn Han-guel as soon as possible
♥ To learn Jap soon after I master han-guel
♥ To have a full set of all TVXQ! album
♥ To be able to shop without worries of $$$
♥ To be able to get TVXQ! signature
♥ To be able to fly to Korea or Japan to attend their fan meetings
♥ To be able to join Cassiopeia







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friend ♥ Janice
friend ♥ Qinglin
friend ♥ Shimin
friend ♥ MinYi
friend ♥ Jocelyn
friend ♥ Jie Ying
friend ♥ Wen Wah
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friend ♥ Yi Xia
friend ♥ Yan Ping
friend ♥ JunShen




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