Omg...O'level is coming
9/22/2008 03:37:00 PM•Monday, September 22, 2008
Current Mood: Blank
29 Days to O'level... Omg... Time is running out, yet I am still slacking... Haiz... Just feeling weird and not enough time to finish my studies... haiz... What the crap life or even no life I am going through... Haiz... Anyway, I think that I am going to buy DBSK's album... ya... Hope that I will not get cheated... Ya...
Sheryl >>> Time is running out in my life...
Haiz... So tired about the people around me...
9/18/2008 05:29:00 PM•Thursday, September 18, 2008
Current mood: Very Low
Haiz... I am very low now... Cause of something happen in school... Memories from the past friendship came back clearly to my mind.... I do not have the strength to push back those unhappy memories... Haiz... It just came to my mind and I cannot stop crying... All the unhappy memories filled my mind and I do not have any strength to think of other people.. Haiz...
Am I really a bad person? I just cannot stop thinking of how they treat me... I am so disappointed with them... Cause they actually ask me to go there just to help them think of the forfeit.... What the hell lah... I though what actually happen... What the hell? Moreover, they just ask me to think of a question without me knowing the answer... Can't they just think of something themselves... They just ask me for something that is very foolish... What the hell? Can't they stop asking me to act like a clown...
Seriously, I do like people to treat me like a clown who entertain others... I AM JUST WHO I AM AND STOP CALLING ME TO ACT LIKE A STUPID CLOWN IN FRONT OF OTHERS... I am seriously very disappointed with them... Treated me like a clown... I do not like the way they behave.... and seriously, I do not like Chee Chiang anymore... I simply hate them now...
I am very vexed now and I cannot think properly... Just does not like the way that others treated me like a notepad... Able to use and throw away after using... Ya... What the hell? Just do not like to be treated like that? I am so sad now... Haiz...
How can you treat me like that? Am I really a bad person, that's why you all are able to treat me in this way... Just really hate people who treated me like that.... If this is my true self and is called EMO by you guys, and you all did not even speak a single sentence to comfort me and treated me like a clown, den I think that I do not need a friend like you cause you all dun even treat me like one but just a clown...
Thanks a lot to Lin Ying... Cause of your comfort, I am really happy that at least there is someone there for me when My mood is seriously low... Thanks a lot...
Sheryl >>> Friends ain't reliable at all....
haiz...
9/15/2008 06:34:00 PM•Monday, September 15, 2008
Current Mood: Disappointed
Wah... Long time no post le...
These days, I feel like I have lost any hope to survive in this harsh reality of life... Life seems to be so difficult for me to handle, perhaps dying is my way of survival... Haiz... I doesn't like to be treated like a fool...
Maybe I am really an anti-social person... Haiz...
Today, we are rushing our Chemistry SPA file... That's today that I saw many selfish people in my class... The class that I once thought to be united, the class that I once thought to be self-less when helping our classmates.... haiz... But in reality, everything seems to be just a figment of my imagination... haiz...
The person that I once admire was not as good as I thought he was... I am really disappointed with him... But in the botterm of my heart, I still hope that it is just some... I do not know how to put it... Haiz...
Another thing was that I realised that people around me are so selfish... Sometimes, I really wonder if it was me or the problems with others... haiz... Hence, I am asking one of my friends now... Have been realising that everyone is helping themselves to score and hack care others... haiz... I really have nothing to say... Just feel that I am a failure in anything... Haiz...
Just got an answer from that friend of mine that I am a selfish person sometimes... Haiz... I think that I should really reflect with what I have done... Ya... Feel like I am a EMO person recently.. Haiz...
What is the feeling of slashing myself with a penknife maybe? Can it reduce my hurt, my emoness which prevents me from smiling a lot? Haiz... Sometimes really feel like slashing my arteries that everything in the world will end before me... I will die and be burnt to become fertilisers... Haiz...
Had a gastritis pain which almost took my life... It was like damn pain and I still can feign ignorance to my that stomach... Wah... really feel like I am damn zai le... Going to rip off my stomach to stop that idoitic pain of that.... Haiz...
Ok... I will stop writing now... And proceed to copying the notes of Geography... Haiz... Study, study and study again... Haiz..
Sheryl >>> Maybe ending of my life will help people around me to be happier... Ya...
Teacher's day pictures
9/02/2008 04:55:00 PM•Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Current mood : Happy
Loading the pictures that are taken during the teacher's day!!!
The Nasi Lemak that Joy ate that day...
Jessica, Tommy, Joy and Me
Desmond, Jun Sheng, Joy & Me 
Germaine, Rachel, Joy & Me
I seems so extra here... haha
Madelene and us....
Lee Lao Shi.. That funny guy...
Joy, Qian Yi, Qian Ling & Me....
Four of us Plus Ma Hua Qing
^.^ 6.6 & 6.7 People... &.& (a bit blur though)
Haha... Yu Fong is looking elsewhere... Kenneth... where are you?
Kenneth is back... Taking a proper picture now...
Wahaha... All the memories seems to have come back.. And got to know new friends too... ya...
No Stress to study...
9/01/2008 04:52:00 PM•Monday, September 01, 2008
Current mood: Slacking
Wah... I die le...
Three days has past.. Yet, I did not touch my books at all... Wah... Really, nothing to say... I just watched hot shot... Wah.. The show is damn nice but a pity, it really looks like slamdunk... but anyway, i watched already... To episode 4...
I have a mock exam on wednesday, which is one day later... I haven even touched the books yet... Die le... I think around 5, I will go study a chapter by a chapter... Ya.. Jia you...
Have a lot of papers to complete... Ya... So I am dying soon... Ya... Seems like I do not have any stress anymore... Ya... Haiz...
Jia You bah...
Sheryl >>> Jia You... You can do it provided that you put in your 80% effort... Ya...
Jia you...
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